>>5
Ah, I can definitely feel your situation right now. I think the best solution is to commit suicide by hanging, or a different suicide method.
Life is utterly meaningless and hopeless. There's nothing to seek hope in the future. Everything is, unfortunately, not a fantasy. This is reality, sadly. As I'm giving you advice as a pessimist, I highly suggest thinking that suicide is the answer.
In Life, you're given chances. But to know that society, law, and the government is suppressing you and others. It's impossible to see, it's very obstructive. Life would be better if we would eradicate all laws, even if criminals would exploit that vulnerability in society. Freedom is what matters.
I want rape, or any crime to be legal in all jurisdictions again. But it's not just because I want to do anything illegal or encouraging any illegal activities, I'm just miserable and bitter that everything has rule.
This is why Suicide is legal in all countries. You're accepted to kill yourself, and society, law and the government will act clueless and careless on why you did it. I hate society, law and the government. Activism, protests and demonstrations is invalid in this case.
It's no surprise to find out that mental health services and suicide hotlines make stupid excuses to not commit suicide (e.g. "Don't commit suicide, what about your loved ones? You're parents? You're friends? They don't want you to go.", "You're born here for a reason", etc). They do this to "help" you, and after you've mentally healed, they're careless. It's ridiculous, it's a waste of time.
Don't let them intervene or anything, just commit suicide. Hang yourself with a rope knotted in a noose, and the end of the rope tied to something strong enough. Or just find a different way of committing suicide.
If you ever view this message, thanks for reading, and goodbye...