I originally dropped out of highschool and became a shut in for 1 1/2 years because of social anxiety and perfectionism... I thought I was too stupid to pass, which is funny considering I (like most of you) was in gifted classes at one point, and also always finished my tests first while getting A's on them, before I dropped out anyway. I'm suspecting Asperger's as well, but that's usually a scapegoat for just calling yourself a nerd.