I am 19, I stoped my intraction with people about two years ago, i very much enjoy being alone by my self. I can sit in a place, and just think of random stuff for hours, I also draw (funny thing is that i am really bad at it) and of course, watch about 3 episodes of anime per day, and read two or three chapters of a manga, surfe web and waste time.
On a daily basis, the few words I exchange are respones or questions or requests. i have stopped to care about my apearance recently that i have been away from my family, usually unshaved face with clothing that is not ironed, thought my looks are below average,i do keep my self clean and keep a healthy diet, nothing is as bad as a smelly fat guy. lol

I rarely intract with people, even digitally, maybe two or so posts a week in certain forums. and thats all.

I am a failure academically, and wont have a bright future in any careers, also i fear of how i will end up alone as i grow old. i don't think this is what i wanted, to be alone for the rest of my life. all this lead me to feel extreamly unsecure and takes the joy in my everyday life practically away.