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A professional can help you control your pulsions. Plus, he can help you understand why you have these kind of pulsions. Could help.
If you're not, additionnaly, a schyzophreniac sociopath, you probably wouldn't qualify as "dangerous to society". Which, safe your respect, you might be.
You seem rational, so I guess you can imagine what would happen if, let's say one day you're having a bad day, or you're drunk or on drugs or whatever, you happen to do regrettable things to a boy passing by.
If you're sure it's not some phantasm, some kinky thought but really a deep lust, realize it's not something to be taken lightly.