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From the dawn of mankind man has understood nature structured mankind for the use of shamanism. It was the psychedelics themselves that gave man this information. Only recently governments have shunned this knowledge and decided to forbid it to satisfy their own selfish deeds.
There is only one thing you ever need to know about shamanism and it is sick that they did not tell you this in school:
Shamanism is taking a psychedelic substance in the combination of smoking cannabis while under the influence of the psychedelic, and doing this while you are alone, not in the company of others. Taking separately these two substances do not work.
This will cure the individual from mental illness caused by the ego, curing the person from anger, sadness, misunderstanding and evil deeds. If the person took a large enough dose these evil mindforms explained above will not return to the user again to torture them, and the person will be cured from them, and will not need to take these substances again to stay cured and live a problemless life. Also if you cry often and don't know why, psychedelics will heal that illness.
Cannabis and psychedelics like psilocybin containing mushrooms, LSD, mescaline, ayahuasca and DMT are not drugs you will notice upon their shamanic use. Cannabis is not a drug but is a shamanic herb. Psychedelics are medicine to repair the subconscious.
This is a good method to do it, preroll many spliffs or joints or whatever you call a cannabis or marihuana cigarette, maybe 10 at least. Then dose the psychedelic, and when you feel the psychedelic start rising, maybe 20-60 minutes after dosing, start smoking a joint of cannabis. Then smoke throughout the trip, so you are constantly stoned on weed throughout the psychedelic trip. It is adviceable to roll them beforehand as they are easier to roll clear-headed. Also do not take any coffee or other caffeinated brews or drinks during the trip as it may make you too nervous and restless. Also watch out that if you do not take cannabis during the trip you might not be able to focus and may flip out instead, it seems cannabis is mandatory to take during a psychedelic trip.
One effect of the psychedelics should be explained beforehand, to prevent misunderstanding and trauma. Often you may read in different literatures that LSD or other psychedelics may cause seizures. This is not so, if something that reminds of a seizure happens, it's the energies in your chakra system that starts to spin and unblock or kill off blockades that you had in that system, if this happens just breathe calmly and let the blockades die off, until the effect stops. If this happens it's healing taking place, and is not a bad thing.
Also, in primitive societies in the jungle ayahuasca was given to everyone about the time they reached the age of 12-14 years old to keep the tribe sane, they seem to have taken the right approach to running a society. According to the chemicals themselves they are mandatory for mankind's progress and survival. Also the psychedelics may communicate with you telepathically, or rather, it's that DNA has it's own consciousness and communicates with you during a shamanic trip.