After 14 or more years of alcohol abuse I have finally realized how grave this situation is and I need to quit.
The thing about quitting alcohol though is that after a day or two sober I break out into horrible panic attacks, panic attacks so severe I feel like I'm dying.
Yesterday I took a CBD edible and although this is an illegal state and this should only contain 0.3% delta 9 it got me extremely high, or I was having a terrible panic attack either way I started drinking some booze and the fear went away ... I'm drinking right now as well.
Kids don't do drugs.
Stay the fuck away from alcohol, even if you don't think you'll become addicted.
Watch videos on youtube of alcoholic people living miserably or having severe withdrawal symptoms, that is the true face of alcohol not the jewish lie of people having fun partying or socializing.
ANyways I need to check myself into a rehab center because I think while I'm getting off alcohol I should have my health monitored and be giving anxiety medication.
Are there free places like that?
Or I could get myself committed to a psychiatric hospital, I've done that before and they had me on anti-psychotic meditation which also served as anxiety medication I think it was called busbar.
relapses a bitch.
easing your way out is hard cuz because you might fall to temptation and just pour more than what you say you would drink.
cold turkey is hard cuz youre cutting out what youve been used to so you feel horrible or like dying.
never heard of a free rebab center.
dont drink cuz everyone i know is in the cycle and will never break free...
best way to win is to not play...
and if youve played youre in for a shitty time...
Been sober for several days.
Currently on Librium.
Will report back in another while
>>4
Glad you're doing well, bud. Keep it up, you got this.
I'm back to drinking but I did go to an AA meeting today
I too enjoy Drinking. Just buy the really cheap shit and you'll never get addicted--its too nasty.
>>8
I knew a guy who was addicted to PBR and Bootleggers.
>>1
CBD edibles don't do anything for me. Are you sure it wasn't delta 8?
My nigga is spouting off about "jewish lies" while considering whether or not he needs to be on anxiety medications
I'm not about to tell you how to structure your worldview (altho you're probably better off not denigrating people based on race and/or creed), but at least be consistent in how you choose to perceive two industries which both thrive on proliferating mind-altering chemicals for profit sold to you on a basis of deceit
Still drinking, anon?
I am. I know I should quit and that it is going to kill me eventually (I patiently away the day I find out I have cancer or liver failure, kek) but it's like air for me. I need it.
>>10
CBD only edibles are a huge scam, CBD doesn't do anything unless it's pared with THC