There are people out there (myself included) who are incapable of being loved. Some of us have too many emotional hookups, some have been hurt way too many times and others have more important things to do. Finding a partner, having a relationship and all that jazz is not for everyone. I would state my current circumstances as "don't wish to be loved". The emotional baggage, the amount of times shit has gone wrong, and my lack of time to devote to that "someone special" all have made me come to this conclusion.

This comes with it's own problems: When you are taken, or not interested in a relationship whatsoever makes you "hot stuff" for some girls. They want but they can't have. This is fucking annoying for me. Last week it took me good side of 20 minutes to explain to this girl who has been chasing me the past few weeks that "no, look, you're nice, I wouldn't mind being friends with you, but not that kind that sleep in the same bed". Now she thinks I'm gay or something. ***sigh***