>why should we not try

Because there are more imperative things that need to be done, both on your side and on the side of whoever you end up being around.

>desperately throw myself into the grinder.

Explain your metaphor.

>accepting that some things can't be changed

NEVER GIVE UP
NEVER SURRENDER

>You withdraw yourself too much

You don't know me very well then, I withdraw myself as much as I see fit, if I were to look out onto humanity and see it worthy of a representation of my presence then I would...well I'd probably still say fuck you all anyways because guess what, I've long since been unable to give a shits about the species and to tell you the truth, I can't wait for it to be erased from this existance because it is too embarassing to know that I'm grouped in with the worst that this universe has ever seen.