If jealous is what it is, then I'm the most jealous person out there and I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. I know from experience of how fucked up it is when you are getting good with a girl and she tosses you aside for someone who is the exact fucking same as you except they are asian. It's the most fucked up thing I have ever experienced but just fuck it, live your life and do whatever the saint hell you want. I just hope one day you get fucking tossed aside because of your race so you can see how it feels. SHIT!