I have fallen hopelessly in love with a girl who lives in an entirely different country and cant seem to escape. I've known her for a little over a month now and I haven't been able to stop thinking about her for a second. Its not even like Ive never been in love or anything Ive liked girls in rl before too and had dates but this time its different; for some reason Im feeling a love her like I never have for anyone else. I basically cant spend more than 10 minutes in the day without thinking about her and I have literally become depressed sometimes knowing that I will probably never be with her. I think she may like me too but I certainly dont think she would be interested in ever meeting up especially because of our age (both of us still in highschool). I feel so happy whenever I am talking to her but I still just have such a strong urge to be able show my emotions physically in some way to her. I dont want to give her up but Im clueless as to what to do now. Ive basically been driven insane by her but I still just want her so badly.

>>15-16
Please cease to lead him on. Make it clear that you are only having a role-play relationship, and not a real one.

[i dont have the courage to ask him if he loves me as a real person and not as an online illusion]
[I love another man]

well dont ask then.

>>15-16
You don't have to ask him, but you still have to make it clear.

The best and easiest way to do this would be to mention you boyfriend to him nonchalantly. Just go like "Sorry, I have to log out now. I told my boyfriend I would meet him at xxx" or "A funny thing happened when I was out with my boyfriend today..."

That way, you'll be notifying him that you have a boyfriend, but that your online relationship can still stay the same.

>>18

dood i'm trying to ask because if he falls for me as if I'm a real person, then he's going to be hurt, u get it?

>>19

but i dont have a boyfriend, the relationship i have with the guy i like is kinda complicated

>but i dont have a boyfriend, the relationship i have with the guy i like is kinda complicated

So what? He doesn't have to know that.

>>21

i ddnt say he had to know that, it's the easiest way to explain that i dont have a boyfriend which is why I cant just say, "Sorry, I have to log out now. I told my boyfriend I would meet him at xxx" you get it?

>>22
I mean, he doesn't have to know that you don't actually have a boyfriend.

Lie to him, lol.