This girl wasn't looking for love, and we both knew it. She just wanted a good time and to fuck around. Believe me, if it was a situation where she was expecting love, I wouldn't have gone into it in the way I did. I may be a bit cold, but I'm not heartless.

But, I know full and well I'm worse than dirt. I'm just junk, thrown out by my family like the rest of the trash. I've been living with that knowledge for my whole life, pretty much. Considering that, why should I try to pretend to be anything other than the trash I am? Might as well take advantage of being an awful bastard, and try to get ahead in life a bit.