While I respect the ideals of those who try to be righteous, it's all futile in the end. I've spent my life trying to live by my ideas of justice and good, and it's gotten me screwed, misunderstood, and just left me generally miserable. So now, I might as well give up those ideals, and live for myself for once. Always trying to do the right thing never works, so might as well just be wrong, and have some fun with it. You can't save everyone all the time. To make one person happy, another must be miserable. I just wish I could go back and make my younger self realize that.