Hah , you wanna hear mine? I kinda kept this one for my self, feel like I'm a weak peace of shit for spitting it all out in an anonymous board like this.

The neighbor who was a relative had two girls around my age. We grew up together, getting along pretty well, we played games and stuff and went to each other's house whenever possible, one was two years older, other two years younger, I liked the younger one better, she had short hair, really long eyelashes, pointy chin and a really cute smile. So I was 8 or 9 when they moved away to another part of the town and I couldn't play with them every day anymore, but we saw each other from time to time when visiting the relatives. So, yeah, by the time I was 11-12 I was beginning to develop a crush, you know, like getting clumsy and messing up every time we saw each other. At the time I had no idea what a girlfriend, or relation ships or sex is about, I was completely clueless.

Some time later I went to their house with the rest of the family, for some reason I messed around for a little while in the front lawn, and then went inside. I went in, from the second floor she calls me with a cheerful voice: <my name>, Hi! . I look up and see her up there near the stairs, looking at me with a weird smile, top half naked with wet hair (or maybe gelled her), and her best friend standing beside her. I answer hello and for some reason I didn't know at the time, I looked away. Her best friend whispers in her ear, and I hear her say something along the lines: "how pathetic" in return. Then both laugh and go back. Confused, I leave to join my parents.

There is more, i meet them later and shit happens again and stuff, but its too much writing.