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Don't worry. I love her enough to risk getting hurt by persisting in our relationship even through college. I just know it will probably end badly, as all such relationships do, with me only probably being able to see her on weekends, but I still believe that it can work out somehow. Love can be blinding that way.

Anyway, she's back! Finally. Love her even more now - fucking distance makes the heart grow fonder. I'm going through every cliche in the book. She has given me full permission to do all sorts of coupley things with her, kissing and touching and the like, so now it's just a matter of me not being all awkward about it if I want to progress in our relationship. Since I'm not used to human contact, I can't easily do things like even put my arm around her. I force myself, and thus I'm learning, though very slowly. I believe in myself!