-sighs- Well.. here it goes.

please be kind.

I met someone in a chatroom..(She's in higschool, i'm a college drop out who is working...) someone i had a very nice connection with for about a month and she just got out of a breakup.. we finally hit it on october and started going out since then.. (for about four months) but long distance.. she's from one country i was from another...we were madly in love with each other until the end of the relationship when i found her flirting with a friend on Myspace along with another friend... she said..
"If that's the way it's going to be we might as well break up..."
I then replied "If you're going to do it.. you might as well ditch me right now like everyone else did..."

Then she said she wanted time off and all of that.. and i said i was sorry for everything and i told her that's how i really was.. (which she already knew... ) but in the end we finally broke up...

a week after the breakup and no talking... we were kinda lovey dovey again thinking we were going to get back soon.. i went on the next day only to find out that she was to go to bed early and she kinda was a bit quiet...

now after not seeing her the day after that.. i went home early to see her and found out she was on the phone.. she said "Wait" after i said i was goign to leave and she left while i waited.. (usually she gets cut off by her dad's router and retires for the night but ever since the breakup i've been paranoid)

So iichan.. please tell me... i know i've dug my own grave but is there any way to salvage this....