Hello minna-san,
Just last Firday I had my Senior Ball. I managed to go there with the girl that I had a big crush on.
ｷﾀ━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !
She wore a beautiful black dress, I can still see here sweet smile when I close my eyes. (^.^)
Sadly though, on Prom night we both had not such a good time, The DJ played mostly rap (which we both hate) and we both do not like to grind. (She is VERY religious and I am very shy IRL). So for almost all of the prom night we waltzed and did the slow dance in the hall away from everyone else. I especially loved the slow dance though I couldnt hold her close enough to me. When she was in my arms everything felt good and for the 1st time in half an year I was happy (although this quickly ended after a noticed that I was starting to get an erection O.o" I was terrified so I pulled back I bit and re adjusted my pants till it faded a short bit latter, I don't think she noticed though). （=～=;;;;;）
After the ball we rode over to the Senior Daze (an after party to make a drug/alcohol free event). It was actually more fun than the prom it's self. We both got balloon hats and I made her sing "Birdhouse in your Soul" by TMBG and in revenge she made me sing a song called "California Dreaming" with her.
Around 1:20 AM I called for my dad to pick us up, when he got there I had him play a waltz over the CD player thus we did our 'last waltz'.
When we arrived at her house I finally decided to ask her what I wanted to tell her for so long.
ME: u-u-u-Um, Carolyn?
Her: Yes?
ME: Uh, may I um, ask you a question?
Her: <smiles> sure (^-^*)
ME: Would you, um, ever consider, mabie going out with me some time? （．＿．)"
Her: mabie
Me:I dont need any decision right now, Just take as long as you need... goodnight
Her: sweetdreams <looks at me, smiles then closes the door)
Me: Sweetdreams
With that said, tomorrow I will be seeing her and I am really panicking!!!
I need some advise on where to go from now and something to calm my nerves (mabie a small cup of hot ume sake?)
I wish to be the next Densha Otoko! But I am very fugly and have no luck :(
However, I burned the Densha Otoko TV sonto DVD for her, I hope it will help my chances
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~Spock .\\//
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