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But... I don't want to ignore her or pretend she doesn't exist. If I really wanted to throw away everything that reminds me of her, there wouldn't be much left of my own life. And we have the same friends, things like that. I just want to change the way I think about her.
It's hard though. Very hard. Right now I don't see how I could ever meet anyone this great again, it's like my life has already ended, now I have nothing to live for.
Not that I want to kill myself, I just have this feeling everything good in my life is over, there is nothing to look forward to.