>>34 >>That she tells me she has feelings for me and that she thinks I am the right guy for her but then be say she doesn't want to ruin our "friendship"

seems like she wants to keep her 'insurance' open by making you her 'pet'

she said she likes you but doesnt want to be you at the same time, seems like she has other 'options' and you are just a back-up

of course this is just my idea based on what i've read, but sometimes when we are a party in a relationship, we couldn't view it subjectively, we tend to use our emotion instead. just think about this and see it from a third person point of view, it might be clearer.