obviously I already know whats going on and its wrong and i should get help yadda yadda yadda.
but im learning more and more about it happening to other girls. so i want to know... is it really all that uncommon?

We've been going out for a year and a half and its taken me to admit that yes, ive probably been borderline raped. i still dont even think its actual rape, actual rape is being help down and fucked. wheras i just say no, or even nothing, and he ignores me and does whatever he wants for a bit. eventually ill cry or hell cry and then hell be sorry and ill tell him not to be, its obviously also my fault because i dont shout or fight or anything and its still not rape because... yeah... no penis intercourse whatever we call it now.

I know some guys feel raped, too, by their girlfriends. so tell me, honestly, just how uncommon is it for people to ignore when their most loved person in the world rapes them and still be fine every single day. because i am and i want to know.