I think in my current relationship, I actually am loved more. ALOT more. I do love her with everything inside of me, and I would do anything in this world for her, but it's hard to feel the same way for her as I have others in the past. We've already made a marriage date and everything, and I am content with our relationship, and I want to be with her forever. Sometimes though, I feel like I have felt stronger love for someone in the past than I have for her...

It kind of bothers me, because I want to love her more, and there isn't anything she is doing that makes me love her less, in fact she is perfect to me. I just don't know what it is that makes me feel like our relationship is about her loving me, and having this amazing story, and I am the other character being sought after so much, and loves her, but has had alot more love intense relationships in the past...it's odd really...but I am sure she loves me more, and I hate saying that because I strive to love her more, so much my head bursts, and it's hard sometimes. I almost feel like I am forcing myself to love her...because I want to. XD I know that sounds weird...idk...