Wow, that is a cold hard slap of reality.
And yes, she is busy with work, but I am too... that really isn't much of an issue. And we do just enjoy one another's presence.
I can imagine marrying the girl, absolutely. I can imagine being loyal to her. That's honestly not the issue. Her sister isn't the excuse, any dissatisfaction I am ruminating about with my current girlfriend is the excuse to justify wanting her sister.
Thing is, my girlfriend and I are fine. But her sister. I've never felt this way about another soul in my life. It is a completely new feeling for me and I simply can't shake it. This has been going on for a while.... I've been treating it like a phase, but it is really getting out of control in me. I can't stop thinking about the girl and I feel those butterflies in the stomach everyone talks about when I see her or talk to her. This is the first time that has really happened to me.
It is just a choice between being comfortable and being daring.