"... I wouldn't ask for more." I know. This is why I feel like such a bad person. And it hasn't been just three afternoons. I have been friends with her for a long time. I have no idea if she is attracted to me or not.... I just know that this is going well beyond infatuation on my part though.

God, I can't take it. This is tearing me apart. I hate to sound emo, but I am honestly getting desperate.

Thing is, I've had multiple hiatuses from the whole scene. Nothing has ever changed. I have only ever gotten more and more and more interested.

I am even considering just breaking it off with my current girlfriend and not even asking the other one just to get out of this.

Thank you though.