Alright 4-ch, sit back, buckle up, man the harpoons and listen to my story.
So, before we begin I should explain that this whole thing got its beginnings out of that whole anon vs scientology mess.
Basically what happened was a month or so back, I began to talk to a woman who was going to the protests as well.
The both of us began talking when I walked away from the heavy bits of it, shut a bullbaiter up and sat down as things got too"Serious buisness" for my likings.
I admit right out I went to these things originally because I wanted to have a little fun (which, to a basement dwelling, basement working, person such as myself they are)
After making a comment about how the people were taking this just a little too serious, this redhead (Who I will refer to as kae for now (Simply because a fair few things about her remind me of kaede from shuffle!) Sat down next to me and commented that "This was getting annoying" .
A conversation was struck up.
After the end of the protests I wandered on back home and crashed at the computer, Turning on the usual IRC channel, I found the same girl was in there, Upon noticing me (We identified each other at the protests via our IRC names) We bgean to talk.
Immediatly, I began taking a liking to her, Every evening after I got off work, I would essentially crash and strike up conversation with her.
From there I learned a fair few things about her and came to respect her more.
However, this last weekend (Another protest, more fun, less serious buisness and even less people due to weather. Personal view: chanology is dieing and I'm watching it first hand and lulzing...) The two of us hung out together the night before, and were hanging out with a few other basement dwellers. She admitted though that she liked me.
As in straight up would date me like me.
Heres the problem though.
She is seeing someone right now.
Frankly, I dont like talking about my personal life and all that nor do I talk about chanology since its the laughing stock of the internet, nor am I gonna be bothered defending the cause. So that should be left elsewhere.
The thing is though, that she sees me as some great person simply because I have values and do things other people wouldnt do (I'm in the army for the record).
She sees me as this great person, whereas upon really learning more about her, I ask myself "How can I compare to this? she works as a lobbyist and I have to admit, she gets quite a bit so she can afford some serious clothes and such (115 bucks for a shirt!)
She has pointed out that she doesnt want to see me wander off and see someone else simply because she has a boyfriend. But I dont want to cause her to cheat on him simply by being me.
What the hell do I do?