OP here. Today basically consisted of me thinking I would be able to pull something off, but alot of things about my crush have gotten confusing! After waking up maybe 30 minutes later than I am supposed to, I rushed out without taking my binder. Train arrives at the station 5 minutes after the bell and I am relieved because there is still a huge crowd of students leaving the station. I weave through some kids finally get in school. As a true procrastinator would I thought maybe I should buy some time and look around. Which is essentially me taking the long way and peering into a bunch of classes like an owl.
Mind you also I'm half asleep, so after the 6th room some of the kids are starting to look the same. One class did catch my eye but I kept moving anyways. Break time almost starts, yet I decide to leave class early and look around more. Bathroom is the first destination and I wash my face. Instead of looking in the mirror to fix my appearance I leave the rest room right away with a wet face and paper towel in hand. So the next dark classroom with a window becomes my mirror. Problem was, it didnt turn out to be dark because nobody was inside to turn the lights on. The lights inside were simply turned off and the class was copying notes off an overhead... BINGO!
Ms. Cute is taking notes in the desk adjacent to the door... Immediatly my next destination becomes the cafe. I was so happy I found her, and my approach was all planned out! We had to have "clicked" and I wasnt going to give up. A sandwich, and Iced Tea later I'm back in class working hard wondering if I should wait till after school. In class assignments came up so I decided to leave my confrontation for later on. The last bell rings and my friends and I are out. The whole walk back, nobody caught my attention at all. Mystery girl is hanging on to some guys arm! Shock, of course is my initial reaction. At first I had my doubts about everything. Yet now I cant help but think maybe hes just a really.. really.. good friend.
Call it denial but I wish to believe so. The guy she was holding on to, I had actually seen talking to her before and they just seemed like friends, also he was very feminine. Among everything else those brief moments we shared were anything but insignificant. In a long while, confidence is playing a bigger part in my life, and I am not going to stop looking for another battle until I know for sure something is up. Funny how something small like an arm clutch can have my world come crashing down. Anyways I changed everything and persuaded my friends to get on the same car as the girl. I stood on one end and her group of friends walked to the other. Everyone sat down except her, so I decided to stand up.
Before I knew it we were faced opposite and I had no idea what I should try. So after an awkward moment of pereferal eyeballing eachother I cracked a smile and waved! She looked and turned around as if to see if I was waving at someone else. By this time everyone she was with stood up from their seats and got off at the station closest to the movie theatre. The cars pulled away and she looked back at my window and waved back! Another battle ensued.. and I am dumbfounded. Monocles next? I have no idea! LoL