The bear: (for the asshole who wrote reply 10).
I'm sorry, I have no time for a loser like you. No, I'm actually not that old-- half of that age thank you very much. I actually have a wonderful life outside of the internet unlike you, someone who has way too much time in his hands and can't even make a simple, decent reply. I'm fine with you calling me names etc but I'm not the one who looks pathetic right now.
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Thank you all of you guys (I'm not sure if there are more than 1 person who posted with "Mr. Write" and "Secret Admirer"). I am still unsure about the whole confession (even though I spend time thinking about it when I have the chance). If I do this, I don't know what to say to him (I never confessed to a person before nor wrote a love letter to them). It's usually the guys that confess to me first or give me love letters. I'm not experienced in relationships.
I have thought of the good and bad sides of this a lot. I lack the confidence to confess to him using my facebook account because if I ever see him after he rejected me, I don't want him to suddenly label me as the "weird, creepy girl" (though I will probably be like that girl if I confess to him)
I don't know why I hang onto a guy like him. Maybe I don't "like" him at all-- maybe I'm just very "curious" of him. I know that our personalities and perhaps our interests are very different. Perhaps it is that reason why I am attracted to him in the first place.
I guess with time passing by so quickly I realized that it's time to move on and forget about this forever (maybe there is that amazing guy out there-- perhaps he is in front of me now but I don't see him because I'm still hanging on to my high school crush). However, I'm not 100% sure if I can do this because of my pride or if I'm fully ready to erase him in my life.
Thank you all of you guys for having the time to read my story and reply to me. I'm the type of person who usually bury this type of things to myself and don't let people know about it because I feel shameful and embarrassed to burden others with my problems ^^;