I understand what you are saying. If someone did that to me, it would be really creepy but then I will reply back (maybe get a little curious). I guess it depends on the people. He just wasn't what I thought he would be.

Anyways.... I ditched the other guy. He became really clingy and annoying lol. But it's not only that, I realized I became too guilty while flirting with him-- maybe cause it was so sudden and I wasn't really over the first guy? I had a dream about both and it gave me a wake-up call because it's exactly what my heart was saying but I didn't want to listen because I was still hoping... Now I'm not. I stopped dreaming. I stopped looking for the best thing to happen. I stopped waiting.

As for this one, I'm trying to move on. It's been 2 months and I'm trying really hard. It's just annoying when you hear his name so often.

I realized maybe love isn't just for me anymore. I found other things that kept me occupied. I've been thinking about a lot of things lately-- mostly about getting an arranged marriage. I'm leaning towards that now since I don't believe in love anymore. Maybe it may change in the future but I doubt it. Love isn't just meant for me.