Ok first of all, this isn't about my relationship or love, it's about me. So stop with the self-righteous "look at this thread out of place" shit, okay?
I'm just worried there's something wrong with me. I just can't seem to enjoy sex, and don't really even want it most of the time, and it seems very abnormal for a girl my age. It actually bothers him a lot that I'm not enjoying it, and he tries different things, which always seem to hurt. I don't know why it always hurts. :(