I dropped out of a local community college after one semester. i was fucking sick of all the bullshiting through classes i had already done over the last 12 years and did not want to put up with it for 4 more. sorry i have no story of failure to follow, but you can try what i did to pick up your life.

OK, so you obviosly have no morals since you considered suicide seriosly. SO heres what you do. go to the closest high school, find who smokes pot, and find who sells it to them. Go to the person who sells it to them and find the person who sells it to them. Then buy out all that persons weed to put the other person out of buisness (if things get ugly just kill whoever you put out of buisness.) So now you should have a steady income of weed money and a monopoly on at least one high school.

Now its time to expand. Blackmail as many people as you can and then get really rich from it. hire a body guard and buy some guns from the Honduras (they get them in the country the best) once you have money, guns, and a hired hand, go find a coke dealer-buy some and sell it in your weed to get the High Schoolers hooked. then introduce them to raw cocain and they will love it before they try it. BAM instant money. Keep at the selling and kill anyone who is a threat to your buisness.

By now you should be the most powerfull drug dealer in your community, and depending on what city, a pretty big factor citywide as well. Find out who the best local hookers are and start offering them more pay for being your whores and amass enough to start a decent whore house. while your drug profits are still coming in, you should still be expanding, maybe hire someone to handle finances and delivery now that your buisness is increasing. and now you need multiple body guards as well.

In the bottem of your brothel, start up a meth lab and find a good source to import supplies by boat (if possible). the meth should sell well to your high school customers, thier friends, and possible even other dealers. Once your meth lab is up and running, your prostitution buisness should be going well. take your man who was in charge of Drugs and make him boss of which ever is making more money, then hire someone new to handle the other. keep body guards with them, on deliverys, and at the brothel at all times.

OK, if you hadnt had trouble with cops by now, chances are you will soon. so make sure u have lots of bribe money to bribe the cops with. and also chances are that you have hired a rat in your corporation somewhere so have a weekly random killing if your can afford that, if not make it monthly.

You should be headed straight to the top of the town if you have been following these instructions and it may be time to move your buisness to a larger city if need be. Just always remember, money money money, always do what will bring the most profit. and kill anyone who gets in your way. Good Luck and God Speed