Sorry, I haven't had much news recently, except I'm no longer going camping. I don't know why not but I'm hurting pretty bad from it. The only good news is that I left home alone today:

I went out to hand out CVs for a new job because I could do with the cash, so I walked 2 miles into town and although most stores had 0 vacancies one I went to took my CV and a really pretty girl kept smiling and blushing when I spoke to her, something tells me I'm not the only one that would be happy if I get this job... Then on the way home I stopped off at the site of a new Sikh Temple and ate a picnic before heading home. It was a beautiful day out and I wasn't expecting everyone to smile and say hello to me as I walked. This has given me a lot of hope to try this again soon.

Nevertheless, on another Friday night spent alone basking in the glow of my monitor, I still wish I had someone to be with or talk to. Loneliness, for me, strikes hardest after I realise what I could have but how empty my life is.

Oh well, sitting at home feeling sorry for myself isn't going to help.

I love you all and thanks for caring!