Update time!

I just broke up with my girlfriend (or rather she broke up with me after I hinted I was done) over something really trivial. She had a message on her profile from a guy that seemed a little over interested and she decided to PM him back rather than leave a comment. Little things I know, but I want to move on, right now I'm in the "fuck that bitch" stage but slowly but surely it's descending into utter sadness that I lost the one person that talks to me. She dropped the bomb then logged straight off saying she'd email me, but being as foolish as I am I sent her one first saying how I don't care that we're done and I don't mind being right.

What the hell is the matter with me? Even if she wasn't sure, I think I pretty much killed it off with that stupid email. First time I've said it in a year or so but I hate myself so much right now, everything is falling apart. No job, no SO, no friends, no money, the list grows and grows while I sink into a shell of a person.

I would ask how to get her back but... well... I know I've pissed her off and I can't unsend the email.

Can someone email me please? I haven't got any yet but a shoulder to cry on or just a few friendly words would be fantastic right now.

In the mean time I'm walking to a grassy area to cry this off.

Lonely-chan out.