Wow, people want to hear from me? Fantastic! Thanks for your concern, I'm still here plodding along with life, a few near-misses here and there but I'm otherwise fine.

Words cannot convey how amazing it is to have people out there that care about you, thank you all again.

I'm glad people can identify with my persona I've put forward, and hopefully we can all move forwards and out of loneliness.

Updatewise: I spoke to her and it's progressing reasonably well. I've broken relationships with several people, gained a few too, I think for the first time in a while I can say I have at least one friend.

I don't know what else to say but I'm sure at least one person will reply to this, until then remember I love you all.