Hehe, almost like myself.
I have spent 2 years after highschool at home, just went outside a few times, if it was extremly necessary.
But i have finally come to a conclusion.
I will be consequent and won't lie to myself anymore.
To achieve my dreams, you need extra-ordinary intelligence.
I don't have it.....
Well, i will still try and start to study at an university.
I use all my potential i have.
If it is not enough, it shouldn't be this life.
Then i will die happily.
And this is what i am gonna do.
Success or Death.
This my philosophy now.
My interests (dreams) would be:
and some other.....well, i am dumb to be honest, so chances are really really slim.
But if i kill myself now, i will be unsatisfied because i haven't tried.
Wish me luck (and intelligence^^) for both.