You are a good person. I know this, because it's impossible for a person to be bad for the sake of being bad without a benefit. You are a hikikomori because other people do not understand you. Their form of stimulation is not what you prefer. So it goes.

The solution is integrating yourself within the boundaries of rational thought. I know you have some ideas that you would like to share with the world. Let it be known. Put those ideas in a forum for the world to see (and not just those on the Internet). You have creativity, and I want to see you thrive.