>>48
I'm pretty sure I can't do that.

>>49
Here you go, nothing is happening, everything is as it's always been for the last seven years. I'm starting to wonder if I'm actually aware that I'm alive. Regardless, the feeling of wanting to just end it all is still there. Didn't think anyone cared anymore for this, seeing as I'm impossible.

>>51
Good luck with that, I wouldn't survive without my technology.

Don't know what to do. I heard about this "New Start" program they have in Japan where a "rental sister" will come and try get you out of there and into a program where they will try help you. I don't think it would really ever be able to change me, but a rental sister sure sounds nice. Like a angel that comes to save you. Anyway, impossible since I don't live in Japan.