you watch anime right OP? i recommend watching tengen toppa gurren lagann if you haven't or rewatching it if you have, and taking to heart the whole 'fuck you nothing is impossible for me' philosophy. i swear it to you, for people like you and me, it's things like this that get us fired up and wanting to do something with our lives. i'm living proof.

if you want to call me a weaboo, that's fine. but it worked for me, and i suggest you try it out >=)