>>7 your hs doesnt have any clubs? sounds to me like youre the dork (nothing wrong with that) that tries to hang out with the cool kids. dont be that kid, youre laughed at by both sides. you need to find the proper crowd. when youre in hs, outcasts themselves are a fairly large crowd. if it bothers you to hang out with those guys, youll have to be content to be that 'fag who follows everyone around'. i think id probably prefer the outcasts.