Hmmm you can try what I did then I had a terrible time talking with people in high school so I gave up ignored everyone and eventually people were atracted to me because they thought I was cool. just standing or sitting in places chilling slowly attracted people to me and the nice part about being cool is you don't have to say much. Homestly I didn't plan it like this I figured human relationships were pointless but now I really value my friends I still can't carry on on intelligent conversations or be socialable in large groups but I don't really want or need to be and I'm sure I'll slowly get better at that with experience anyway. really don't seek out people and friends they will come to you in time just do what you do the best you can. oh and never give up trust your instincts!