I got a big problem with my weight. No, i dont want to lose weight, i need to get some. I'm 19, 1,70cm and my weight is like umm... 43kg. I always had problems in my life because of my weight. Being so thin is even worse than being fat. Ive always been an outsider with no friends who was always bullied at school, so now im living a half-hikkikomori life as a loser without any self confidence. I just thought its time to change that huh... Now about eating - i can eat really much. Sometimes i really do so. Sometimes i do not feel any hunger. Sometimes i only eat 1 meal in a day. So if i want to get weight, i got to force myself to eat. Its easier to say than to do... Getting out of my room, going to the kitchen, making something to eat. Even if im not hungry. Its so much easier not to do that, just saying im not hungty, why should i eat anything? My goal is to reach 50kg till christmas. Im not sure if i can do that. Im not sure that i wont give up after one week. I need some good longtime motivation. Are here any people who got the same problem? Maybe it would be easier for me to reach my goal when some people try to get weight too, just like me?