>>24 Talking about the tangents the thread is? You could help by giving a better emotional profile of yourself at current.

I'm sort of in a similar ditch, and it sucks. I don't know how to get up and get back into school, have failed at getting a job (but not stopped trying), like some sort of lost cat. All that helps is maintaining my few human connections, and doing creative things.

I'm drowning here, but it's not the end of my life. Anything that can help, OP.