Today is one of those days when I am met with the sudden realization of how miserable my life is... woke up, checked the usual websites, ate, jerked off, took a shower, did the laundry... and now for the following 12 hours I'm gonna sit here tapping F5 on the same websites waiting for messages that bring me joy for 5 seconds each, because I have no inspiration to do anything else, even simple stuff like watching anime or movies.