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I guess you could say that. I've been home for about 4 months now and the number of times I've been outside during this time can be counted on one hand.

I understand what you're trying to say. I think many people have problems with being alone, and occasionaly so do I, but mostly I can't say it bothers me. I've never found to have much in common with most people and I can't say I've ever connected to another person in a way that would make human relationships seem fulfilling or worthwile.

It's great that you read philosophy and study English and I think if I could live alone all my life doing the things I want I would be happy but it seems like you want something more, am I right?