if you hate yourself so much for being a nerd or an otaku
& ya don't mind staying in hell for an eternity,
i'll suggest you'll just go suicidal and maybe, just maybe for all i'll care, go bomb up your nearest local authoritive building.....

this is just a suggestion cos its your life to live, even if you're the nobody of this #$%$ing world, you are still the main man, lead man & the #&^damn hero of yer story. it ain't be anybody else, so don't ya care a #$%^&**( about whats other gonna say about you.