Thank you so much for the advice, but, I dont think its going to work out.
So, I told my parents a week ago, I havent really spoken to them since then. But, yesterday, they gave me a flyer about how its the devil inside me and that I have to go to some Church camp. Its in Utah. I dont have a choice. I've been avoiding Courtney because I'm so scared to tell her I'm leaving in 3 days for the Church camp in Utah.
I am so scared.