I don't know, but I really want to be in a relationship with this certain girl that makes me laugh and technically has a DQN-like personality. I don't know if it'll happen or if I even have a chance.

I've been having these thoughts for the past week and I never have these thoughts, I usually couldn't care at all about people in the slightest and thought this part of my life was dead, but here I am wanting this so much. It's insane, I don't even feel this way about anything. This girl I practically know nothing about except what she decides to talk about.

I'm very scared at the moment since I DM'd her on Discord about some cringy thing I said on Twitter and she didn't reply at all. All she has to do is say something like "Fuck off, loser" or "kys" or something along those lines and I'd accept that as a loss since I'm used to those, however, I'm just nervous out of my mind, like I'm actively freaking out and getting manic hoping for something good.

To be honest, I'm not even sure if I want to talk about this. I just needed to vent. I'm just a virgin neckbeard loser that has been here for way too long.

Do you at least know her in IRL? Or even talked to hear (out of donating money to her streams I mean).
If the answer is no, then your in for a delusion.

I hope you at least got over the anxiety of worrying about it, anon.

he said i fit?
he said it fit?

like he s the goddamn president of united states and i am the
owner of planet earth by that default?

like i have a choice?
like your money is that much i have all the cjoice?

fuck you!
fuck you fucking fuck fuck!
your attitude is so shit it becomes impossivle to have any conversation with you you fucking fuck its fucking over by this
your money is all trash thanks to that you shitfucking fucj
all you backstabbin sellout family for fucking christsake

wel your religion sucks and your god is a petty cheapfucksake
generally NOTHING means shit thanks to your fucjing terms and condition you fucking fucjs

fyck you;:!!';!"?"?";"!!"