The gamer girl and I. (3)

1 Name: Secret Admirer : 2020-11-09 22:57 ID:XwHIVtYR This thread was merged from the former /love/ board. You can view the archive here.

I don't know, but I really want to be in a relationship with this certain girl that makes me laugh and technically has a DQN-like personality. I don't know if it'll happen or if I even have a chance.

I've been having these thoughts for the past week and I never have these thoughts, I usually couldn't care at all about people in the slightest and thought this part of my life was dead, but here I am wanting this so much. It's insane, I don't even feel this way about anything. This girl I practically know nothing about except what she decides to talk about.

I'm very scared at the moment since I DM'd her on Discord about some cringy thing I said on Twitter and she didn't reply at all. All she has to do is say something like "Fuck off, loser" or "kys" or something along those lines and I'd accept that as a loss since I'm used to those, however, I'm just nervous out of my mind, like I'm actively freaking out and getting manic hoping for something good.

To be honest, I'm not even sure if I want to talk about this. I just needed to vent. I'm just a virgin neckbeard loser that has been here for way too long.

2 Name: Secret Admirer : 2020-11-10 13:04 ID:p0AOi6to

Do you at least know her in IRL? Or even talked to hear (out of donating money to her streams I mean).
If the answer is no, then your in for a delusion.

3 Name: Secret Admirer : 2021-01-02 18:33 ID:Heaven

I hope you at least got over the anxiety of worrying about it, anon.

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