>>My brother isn't like that and he DOES care about me. It's true that he kissed me after i told him that we can't have a boyfriend girlfriend relationship but blablablablablablablablablabla
Give yourself a break and just look at all the facts, or are you to caught up in all your emotions to see clearly? Stop defending him because he is your brother and try to see this whole thing with my clarity, I have no emotional attachements here, nor any other particular interest in this issue that would sway my judgement.
I mean from start to finish, he did all the things that would disprove he ever had any true love(not romantical) for you:
He allowed himself to become infatuated with you, i.e. he played along with some retarded impulse, because he found it amusing.
He continued to harbour these feelings, in spite of you being his sister, he made no real effort to, in the name of love, kill them. And I don't CARE if he has told you differently.
He THEN, told you about this shit, not in a desperate attempt to rid himself of his feelings, but to try his fucking LUCK!
Then, he goes all emo about it, not really because he thinks he has done something totally moronic, that he has ruined it for his family, but because he's afraid you wouldn't LIKE him anymore, and because the both of you didn't get down with this shit!
AND FINALLY, WHEN YOU FUCKING TELL HIM(sure that was really fucked too)ABOUT YOUR EMOTIONAL SLIPUP, HE GET'S HAPPY, AND THEN KISSES YOU!!
Now you tell me your brother actually cares for you..... He doesn't, and if you think so then hey, maybe you don't really care for neither him nor yourself. Maybe you too care more about emotions. And in that case, whatever, then it is as if I've been speaking to a stone all along.