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You were in love with your wife too once. You probably both have issues. You are immoral, faithless and selfish for starters, this much I can tell from your post. I don't know what the problems with your wife are yet, but I'm sure there are plenty. You'll never have a decent relationship with anyone and your childern will turn out awful, you both need to change yourselves. Then you could be in love with eachother instead and wouldn't need affairs and shit.

Stop running from your problems,they will follow you everywhere and only get worse.