>>1 here

>>6
That is the most hypocritic post I've read today, although you do raise some valid points.

You however, fail to understand me as well.
Cut my wrists? Such action would signify I seek for attention.
I have all the attention I want.
I'm successful, rich (not THAT rich, but rich regardless) and an awful lot of women would kill to get to bed with me, partially for my money, but for 'me' too.

I'm not a spoiled kid, everything I have I earned the hard way.

Others have mentioned a friend, someone to talk.
Money is a curse, once you have money finding friends is really hard.
In fact, in my age it's hard to even make a friend. (mid 30s)

I'm not desperate, I don't consider suicide.
But every time I wake up, I see no reason to get off the bed.
I see back in my childhood a completely differend person.
I guess I am just disappointed. I had higher expectations back then, not for the world but myself.