Previously:
http://4-ch.net/dqn/kareha.pl/1340196069
http://4-ch.net/dqn/kareha.pl/1333279425
http://4-ch.net/dqn/kareha.pl/1326391378
http://4-ch.net/dqn/kareha.pl/1315193920
http://4-ch.net/dqn/kareha.pl/1292544745
http://4-ch.net/dqn/kareha.pl/1250275007
http://4-ch.net/dqn/kareha.pl/1213916710
By my calculations, we will reach the 7000th of September somewhere around >>700 of this thread. How appropriate.
What a strange phone call.
We spent 6 hours on a cliff, in the cold, in the same spot, doing nothing but talking, kissing and cuddling.
God, she's perfect.
I can't remember what foods are rich in tryptophan.
The undead are a long way away yet.
What's the point in continuing? Everyone leaves, they never care and I'm supposed to stay here and live for whom? I've already given up on myself. So all that's left are 2 or 3 people and I hate them. I don't have a life. I don't. I am a ghost. I don't speak, I don't interact, I don't need to do anything. I'm never in control. And even if I was I would break down, it's all the same. It's 9AM and all I can think is that I want to get as drunk as possible. A show must have an audience to please, must it not? Our lives are little shows we put on, and NEVER let the audience see the backstage. That way they'll think you're perfect. That way they'll never try to make their own show. But I did, and all that mess is breaking me apart, in a way I never expected. How can we all live in a world where nothing is really itself? Our whole society is based on the lives of these people who have the most perfect masks, who don't exist beyond that. They never take them off. Maybe they don't exist (organic portals?)? But if they don't I am alone, and very very lost. And I suppose I am anyway... I still don't know why I should live. Death seems more and more attractive.
Now the undead are closer.
"Lesbians and rainbows" sums it up pretty well.
There's a melatonin party in my brain and YOU'RE invited!
VC: lively
Sounds like she is in the care of a mental health professional. Perhaps to cure her anime addition
Sorry dog, but I don't think you can handle this.
Fat cat, quit being such a fag. Shit, your legs feel like knives on me. Oh good, lay down. You're so warm. Ow don't claw me.Eat a dick, fat cat.
Acid dissociation constants are better than sex.
so many mooooore lables
I know you're reading this, Carl.
I really like youtube comment sections where there are a bunch of different languages represented. Even though they're all probably pretty dumb it's kinda nice to see the world united in inane appreciation of some music or sports event or whatever.
http://youtu.be/EMUx01Yl-mE
pretty much all day in my mind.
He wouldn't come all the way to my house. I'm just being paranoid.
The walls are closing in and I can't breathe and my head is full of wild images and it's all my fault. At least I managed to hurt myself properly this time.
>>523
Is this all one big joke? I used to work with people who self-harmed. I'm also an active contributor on buslist. But the way you people (I'm presuming you're part of the Archduke/ticks/&c. crew) go on about it is pretty darn childish.
>>524
My apologies if it came across that way; I wasn't looking for attention, that was just what I was thinking at the time. What do you mean by "all", anyway? It's just one isolated post.
I want attention.
I spend my days trying to distract myself from thinking about me, but it's getting hard. Time to get back into anime, I guess.
I just realized you can't delete posts on 4-ch.
man that girl was fun to hang out w/
>>525
That is ticks
>>528
I'm not sure if this is unfortunate or not. Anyway, there's a thread on /req/ where you can request to have a post deleted. It's mostly for spam.
>>529
No it's not baka, I keep my whiny stuff on Tumblr or in niche IRC channels.
>>531
On topic: my bed looks really comfortable right now I think I'll climb in - zzz...
considering vegetarianism. all food makes me feel bad (not for killing animals or any of that crap, but rather because it's too heavy.). i always feel kind of nauseous after eating even when i don't eat much. a vegetarian diet seems lighter, so it would possibly make me feel better. maybe it won't but i want to try it anyway.
>>532
sleep well.
Well, that was terrible.
Oh. Well that's all right then.
( ˃ „D˂) PEOPLE ARE FIGHTING!
It's okay, I still love you.
Don't fight! Only love!
I never wanted PulseAudio, you dick.
A shooting star!
18
I hope grey!C.MxxuCiTo posts pretty winter photos on his Tumblr once the season is here.
Not now, Bernard.
Well, I'm probably the happiest I've ever been.
BASEBALL! o)v(o
I feel apriori incapable of experiencing happiness. I will say, though, that for the moment I am rather exceptionally content.
WE NEED TO GO FASTER
Fuck math.
Fuck meth.
Joooooooooooooooooooohn!
do your work you spastic cunt
Poast whoat yoau are thinking.
telish
loops are the same...
Firefox marketplace is awesome.
The girl cooking my food is cute.
I wish I were less intelligent to the point where smoking weed would put me at ease instead of making my thoughts race even more and causing me to hate everyone I thought I loved.
I'm hanging out with a friend watching some anime. The whole day she's been so close to me. I can tell she wants to mess around...I wonder if I should.
i asked her out to the movies for halloween
say yes say yes say yes say yes say yes say yes
I think I want sex, but I know it would just be uncomfortable for everyone involved.
I just had Yoshinoya
Should've killed myself when I was 24.
132 posts in 7 days. Are we bad enough dudes?
Fluoxetine tastes disgusting.
>>571
Did you get it in a syrup or a powder or something? All pills taste disgusting if you open them up. That's part of the reason why they come in pill form.
5000 days ago today would have been the 1993rd of 1993. That must have been confusing.
>>574
ISO 8601 is a blessing. I can't believe it was published five years ago and it still isn't universal!
>>568
I don't want anything serious though. That said, I'm spending the day with her tomorrow again.
Double post because the first failed and I forgot what I wrote...
Last year it was other people, this year it's myself.
I wonder if I'll be able to go one day without seeing him at all.
So tired of this. Wish I had killed myself when I was 17. I'm craving peanut marzipan or halvah or something else crumbly and dry like that.
sleepy sleepy sleepy
I have the perfect ruby for my forehead. All I have to do is to perform a self-trepanation.
One step closer.....
»»700
seven hUndEreD
What a sheep.
Rosshian
Rosshian ruureto
>>585 I am a member of the Magicube sect. We have blue dots on our foreheads, representing The Divine Flash of Insight.
Perfect evening, perfecting night, perfect morning. She tells me she's not perfect - who is? But for a time, and in our childish majesty, the illusion may be kept for quite a while yet.
>>591
But trepanation is said to grant psychic powers on itself. I bet with a ruby I will be able to shoot laser beams and literally blow people's minds!
We are living in the age of the overpopulated internet. The information we receive is mostly useless. The brilliance of twitter is that it limits such trash to 140 symbols per "serving". So does tumblr and other popular online services.
However, this also makes users attached to scrolling through the trash generated by many various people because these messages differ from each other in style, in topic, etc.
This in turn makes people less capable of thoughtful reading. They can't keep their attention throughout a long article. They would rather believe a short list of "facts" if it has one or two links to some lengthy paper. Even if original research actually contradict those points, no one is going to check.
>>594
I do most of my reading with paper/electronic ebooks. The rest consists in here and various articles. Social media is trash.
>>594
Yeah. People these days are impatient and undiscerning. They watch a three minute video filled with poorly research facts, feel like their minds are blown and praise themselves for having such wonderful skills of critical thought after mindlessly agreeing with the subject matter of the media they just consumed. It's not much better than watching the news on TV.
We're currently well ahead of schedule in getting to >>700. At this rate, we might even get there before the 7000th. I propose two possible courses of action:
1) We slacken off the pace, and then have a mad rush of posts on the last day.
2) We keep posting at the current rate and try to get to >>777 instead.
Thoughts?
>>594
This was a little tl;dr, but I recently read an interesting infographic on Reddit called 10 Reasons Why You Read Forums All Day, But Can No Longer Read A Book. It was pretty #epic, I'm glad we live in an era of condensed information rather than #toomanywords and purple prose. Those pre-netizens had way too much time on their hands.
I hope I get a reply to the e-mail I sent; I really want the last lot of that bundle!
I wanna put JAVA on it...
professional life ruiner
YKK on my panks
How do I use three seashells?..