>>46 I sympathize. But I have to ask you, do you still want a relationship after all of this? I don't. The only reason I might consider it is just because I'm an only child, and my parents are starting to push me to find someone. I don't want to dissuade you, and it's possible I'm just saying this because I'm bitter right now and my scope is too narrow.

Even so, I don't have any interest in women anymore. They just make me wish I were dead instead. Maybe I should become a monk?